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After A Long Time !!

2009-04-03T09:30:00.000+08:00

Gooooood Moooorrrrnniiinnngggg Bloggers!!! Yes yes yes....its so damn early and it suck that i have to work early on a Saturday whilst other are nicely sleeping. Well Ive been missing and my blog is as close to dead so Ive decided to make it more lively by uploading some pictures.

Well yours truly turned 22 on the 15th of March and Mr Boyfriend made a surprise gathering at our favourite hang-out REIS CAFE in Arab Street.

I have loads to say but my mind is blank cos i dont know where to freaking start, so i shall upload some pictures be it random or watsoever for your viewing!!

Well enjoy these pictures!!! Will update again soonish k!! Promise!!

Signing off!!!

An Entry of Happiness!!

2008-11-16T01:30:00.002+08:00

Im back!!!! Well ive been out frm this blogging world for 2 blady mths....omg....haaahaa...Well i have a sudden urge to blog now. One cos i cant sleep and another cos im happy...

Well lets see.....a few good news to start with. Firstly as of 11th November 2008, I became a legal driver!!! Yay! I managed to freaking pass my tp....Let me clear the air that i passed on first attempt. I took Auto-license and many people kept telling me that i should have taken manual. Well here is the thing, initially i really really really wanted to take manual but Mr Boyfriend made me take Auto instead. His reason behind it was most cars in Singapore are now Automatic so unless i plan to drive a van or a bus then it make sense to go thru the whole ordeal...but i for one will never wanna do that. Next reason he gave me is that his car is an Auto car so are my folks so what are my chances of practising manual driving? Next reason is also that he helped me out too in going thru this whole driving thingy. So do i have to complain? Initially i was still stubborn but eventually after thinking over it i decided yeah whats so bad about driving an Auto and why would i wanna go thru the problem with changing gear and playing with the clutch? So i settled for Auto and im glad i made it through!! BUT i cant freaking park in the carpark without the blady poles!!! Well it takes time and practise. Common its been only 5 days..HeeHee...So bottom line im elated that i managed to pass!!

Well 11th November brought me 2 happy news and so the next happy news ive got is that ive managed to get another job offer with a little more pay and a hell lot of great benefits!! Yay!!! Double happiness!!! I will definately miss my lil kiddos and the very supportive bunch of Parents...but management of the present school is changing and i m not happy with the offer they are giving me...so life has to move on!!!

Well thats for good news....now normal rantings....my life has been good to me. Alhamdulillah!!! Mr Boyfriend, Family and Family friends....I hope it stays this way.

Love life recently has been really pleasant....i really hope Mr Boyfriend will continue to be this way and i too promise to be a good GF....i hope....

Family has been great company....great support and endless of laughters.

Been hanging out alot with my cousins and their partners...its great time spent!!!

Well recently ive managed to catch up or rather try to mix around a fair share with Mr Boyfriend's side of the family. Well still will keep my distance and be careful and wary of them..heehee

I cant wait for another trip to Langkawi!!! Woohoo!!! Again again again...this time more company....heehee....this will be in early December!!

Well i shall try to upload some photos if possible....recent ones...

On another note ive got band fuction in Marsiling later!!! Urghh!!! so blady far!!!

Till the next entry!!

Taz and Naaz

The Boyfriend at Zee CArnival!!

Me at the Zee Carnivali!!

Me and Didi at the Zee CArnival!!

Naaz,Didi,Taz & Dil at Zee Carnival!!!The Boyfriend in the cabin at Singapore Flyer!!!

Me in the cabin at the Singapore Flyer!!!
Dilnaaz in the Singapore Flyer!!
Another one still in the cabin!!
I like this picture!!!

The night we did Bowling!!!

My love!!!

Signing off wih regards!! Naaz....my fav picture!!!

Iftar With Kak Gerl!!

2008-09-04T00:24:00.002+08:00

Heya!!! Im back....And so iftar with Kak Gerl was nice!! We had so much fun with our girl to girl talk...missed her so much!!!

Not as much pictures taken as expected...Lil Nephew wasnt with us anyway. Next meeting will be to Ikea!!! Cant wait....

Holidays have been relaxing for me....Mr Boyfriend have been too busy for me...ohwells...

Heres a pic of us!!!

Happy Ramadhan!!!

2008-09-02T14:48:00.003+08:00

Well firstly Selamat menjalani bulan ramadhan to all fellow muslims!!

Today is the second day of ramadhan. What rite timing then to have the first week of ramadhan during school holidays ya.

Wow im blessed. Anyway yesterday, my family and i had iftar over at my Chacha's hse. I know its kind of weird but it was a nice Iftar. It marks 25 years of my Chacha and Chachi's marriage.

And so Didz Zareen prepared creamy pasta and there was also fried chicken, murtabak and a type of rice my Chachi prepared.

All was well and indeed a good way of breaking fast with love ones.
As for today, we'll breakfast as a family here at home.

On a brighter note...cant wait for tomorrow!!! Iftar with Kak Gerl...god i miss her!!!

Till next entry ya'll....

Happy Teacher's Day!!!

2008-08-29T22:03:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone!!! And yes ive been missing from the blogging world for way too long!!!

Guess what!!! time flies past so fast and its coming to yet another month of Ramadhan!!!

Wow....this is realli freaky....anyone lots of updates and pictures but too lazy to update now...shall update soon...

On a brighter note i should be blogging more often for the 1st week of Ramadhan cos why? Its the September school holidays!! So stay tuned aite!!!

And Happy Teacher's Day to all educators!!!

A few pictures to start with first aite!!!

And so Ive put on Kilos!!!

Yes still together 6 years and counting!!!

My botak Brother and Me!!!

Same old me!!!

The One with The Packed Weekends past!!!

2008-06-03T00:23:00.005+08:00

Wow...indeed i had a really packed and tiring weekend and here i am back to the start of yet another week...

How fast and its has already been the 2nd week of the term break...looking forward to next week...Yay!!! a whole weeks off before i work my ass off all the way...sigh....

Well my Saturday evening was spent singing for a wedding dinner in Tampines..just short hours but still i was drained....Mr Boyfriend was busy on the other hand with his friend's wedding..was invited but i couldnt attend on both Saturday and Sunday!! How sad!!! So Sunday was spent singing for a wedding of a girl I once knew....I remember back when i was in Secondary school, me and my good friends used to go over to the stadium to catch soccer...And the bride was a cheerleader for Geylang United...And so my friends and her friend i bet thought that we both look very much similar!!! So anyway she looked really sweet....And her Husaband coincidentally was Mud's n Diq's friend...what a small world...

The wedding on the overall was grand!!! Sunday night was spent having to Giant make a detour to Giant to get school stuffs before going for a game of bowling...and yes of course Mr Boyfriend came along too!!!

Well today past quiten fast today...had some problems with Mr Boyfriend and i hope this time we really have this worked up Baby!! This week i have Tuesday and Wednesday off but will have to attend Parent &Teachers meeting on Wednesady afternoon...haiz...

On a brighter note i would like to wish BOTH COUPLES; Suhaimi&Hanis and Zeenat&Hamzah a very BLISSFUL and Happy Marriage!! May Allah bless you couples a strong and happy marriage with many Juniors..heehee...

Ok im done!! Adios!!

Sunday!! Snap 1!!!

Snap 2!!
Last Snap for Sunday!!! I was bored!! Snap 1!!!
Snap 2!!
All ready!!
Another shot!!
Attempt to act cute!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-06-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Just a short and sweet post to wish a dear friend....

Happy 20th Birthday Munirah Ismail!!!!

The One with a Great Start to Weekends!!!

2008-05-31T01:16:00.007+08:00

Weekends are here again!! Yippee!!!!

Ok in my previous enitry i mentioned that i missed a number of people...and i really did ok... now what better way to welcome the weekend by meeting well missed people in my life.

I finally managed to catch up with Athirah just now...yep after a whole 2 months not seeing her around. She came with her friend Fadillah...i must say seeing her and Fadillah just make me missed my own Bestie Jamillah even more... Well we had my lunch cum my dinner at Long John's in Tampines Mall... That when i was picturing my bestie even more and adeq too...and guess what the irony was....while eating i received a peck on my cheeks...i turned to see adeq!!! and right behind her was my bestie!!!

Wow...i shud miss these people more so GOD will give me more chances to meet them...we just had our normal hugs and that was that....
So after dinner...Mr Boyfriend was still too busy so i followed on with Athirah n Fadillah's plan...we walked around and headed to Pasir Ris Park...We snapped pictures and lets just say the rest remains within 3 of us...i mean wateva we saw...

Athirah or Fadillah if u gals ever read this....say it with me...."EEEEEIIIIIIWWWWW!!!" damn disgusting lah!!! Urgh!!!

well less typing and some pictures!!! Njoy!!!

Hi, this is Me!!

This is Athirah!!

Cant see much of her, Here is Athirah!!

This is Fadillah!!

CAMWHORING BEGINS!!

so this is me!! bluek!!

And Athirah, now we all know how she'd look like if she ever gets.......

And i was told she gets this all the time(leaking nose)

Our first attempt to take a pic with 3 of us!! Not quite a success!!!

PURFECT!!!(note that i took this picture!!)

Remember i said that they remind me of my bestie, here is Athirah n Fadillah!!

Now here is my bestie n me, Shehnaaz n Jamillah

I always end my day meeting.....LOVE!!!
Now guess who this is!!! cool effects!!!

p.s : I just realised that not only they remind me of Me n Bestie, but their names ryhme...

Fadillah.....Jamillah.....in short......Illah!!!

GOWD im so random!!! Ok im missing more people again!!! shoot me!!!

The One with the Many Misses!! Random!! Totally!!

2008-05-29T01:09:00.005+08:00

Im in such an emo mood..darn it..im suddenly beginning to miss tonnes n tonnes of people...at random.

I miss my adeq!! Its been almost 3 mths since i met her!!

I miss my bestie!! Its been almost 2 mths since i met her and come next mth she isgettinging engaged !!

I miss my Jaan!! Almost 2 mths since i met her due to her irregular wrking hours!!!

I miss my Celestie baby!! Though i met her last Sunday after which she is too busy flying ard!!

I miss my crazy cuzzies!! Though i met Taz a few hours ago!! i still very much miss them as much!!!

I miss my kak Zeenat!! shit happens...though we hardly meet and her frm each other, deep down i miss u and pray for ur well being!!!

I miss my Kak Gerl!! I miss hanging out with her!!

I miss these people too!! The random times we met are always kept as memories!!!

Athirah, miss her like alot...she is basically in her own whole. Its hard seeing her times and now its even harder, she is like nowhere around!!! sigh.

This person i will never fail to miss every second im not with him. Damn i wonder how u do that baby...u r the one person who makes me cry a whole lot one moment and make me laugh a whole lot too!!

There is just too many other people whom i miss too but if i were to state it down just rite now....i will never stop ey....bottom line...everyone who comes in my life is very much special to me in one way on another!!! love love love........

Spread the love people!!!!

p.s i know this is damn freaking random!!! Dont mind me!! hahaha!!!

Picture Entry!!

2008-05-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

Oh my god i took freaking 2 hours just to load this few pics man!!! damn blogger!!! Any enjoy!!!

While i was dressing up...

He did that on purpose!!!

After much whining!!!

I was whining abt the jam till i discovered this(look real close through the grass)

Heehee bored while he went to check something!!

Otw heading home he couldnt look at the cam so this resulted!!!

Very tired me!!!

Another attempt...

noice!!

kiss kiss!!!!

And so till my next entry!!!
Please note again that the date and time of this entry is a day slower!!

Holidays Holidays!!!

2008-05-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Im back with another update. Yup the holidays are here like finally but sadly im not entitled to a whole month's holidays. sigh. Well for a start this whole week's of holiday programme have been cancelled due to the Chinese Teacher being very sick. First 2 weeks of holiday the school has planned for Chinese Holiday programme so that explains. Which means I only have to report go to school in the afternoons this week. Im officially given off on Tuesdays and Wednesdays for these 2 weeks so that explains my update. Tomorrow and Friday i will have to wrk in the afternoon. Starting next week i will have to work full days on Monday, Thursday and Friday and then i get my well deserved whole weeks off before working my ass off all the way to end of Term 3!!! Haiz.

So anyway yesterday Mr Boyfriend and I headed on to JB. The news came out that from this Friday onwards they will ban Foreign cars from pumping petrol in JB and Thailand. Foreign cars are only allowed to pump petrol after 50km away frm the checkpoint. Which mean you will have to travel all the way to Kota Tinggi or something. And so thats that.

Back to our trip to JB. As usual traffic was really slow at Woodlands checkpoint despite us being there at abt 1.30pm. And while caught in the jam we snap a few pics. At a point of time when i looked out the window i saw a really huge creature and i got really excited. It looks like is the grandfather of lizards. Mr Boyfriend says its a Kodomo Dragon. I managed to snap a pic. I was damn excited k. Yeah i know (jakun). So anyway, we headed to Jusco and caught the movie 'Beranak dalam kubur'. Before the movie we had lunch at some restaurant. The movie was damn freaky ok. After the movie we walked around before heading our way to Pandan the usual stopover. Along the way we popped by The Store to see what they have. Nothing much except the huge supermarket which is pretty expensive. Mr Boyfriend needed to get some stuff his mum had asked him to get and also some other stuffs Mamu Jani had told him to get. Got those stuffs and headed on to see Dvds. Nothing much also as we have most of the new movies so bought only 2 which Mr boyfriend took home. After all the shopping, we finally sat down and had a so called super. We ordered satay and Sheesha. Sheesha in Pandan is damn cheap ok. Its like only RM12. So fun. Relaxed and talk for abt and hour and so we made our back to SG not forgetting to get a last pump of petrol.

That was my day spent yesterday. As for today, hmmmm im still thinking if i should drag myself for tuition. Im pretty much lazy. Dammit. I dont think will be meeting Mr Boyfriend so till my next update.

Blogger is being a bitch...so pics next time aite...

p.s please note that the time of this post and the date is wrong...its a day slower!!!

The 1 With the Urge to Blog!!

2008-05-17T15:01:00.000+08:00

Ola!!! Weekends are here and this time its the long awaited one...its the best timing to go on a short trip isnt it....the problem is where to ?? howells its to late to plan anything anyways....

Anyway....back to my life....hws life at the age of 21? It sure is a very challenging one....everything and everyone involve in my life sure give me a darm challenging want to lead....be it family...Mr Boyfriend and even cujjens n frens....

Well whats been happenning lately....Well for a start Mother's Day just past...had a very nice dinner with my family over at Muthu's curry...i tell u the charge u a bomb no doubt the food was good...Basically family bonding has been great...

Ive been catching lots of movies lately with Mr Boyfriend and some with my family too.. let me see ive caught: What happens in Vegas, Made of Honour, Speed Racer, Iron Man and justlast nite Congkak!! Macam kaye ehk....haha....Ive wanna watch Indiana Jones!!!

Last Monday i was on mc and i met up with Arni and her Fren Natasha. Thanks Arni for your company and Natasha too...im glad we connected!!!

Back to working life, its coming to the end of Term 2 and yes the Holidays are coming...sad part is i still have to work during this coming holidays...Let see Week 1 & 2, I have to wrk on Mon,Thurs n Fri frm 9am to 4pm, Week 3 i am officially off work for the entire week and come Week 4 its back to work all the way through Term 3.... Time sure passes by real fast....

Well recently my very well missed Adeq officially turn 18 on the 2nd of May! I will always pray for your well being adeq!! My childhood fren of 15 Yrs Fiffy, officially joined me at the age of 21 yrs on the 4th of May!! happy Belated Birthday to the both of you babes!!! I love you both ok...though we rarely see each other these days, you r always in my heart!!

And today marks the 17th of May!!! Happy 23rd Birthday to my JAAN, Fawziah a.k.a Sara!! Hope you have a very blissful birthday with ur beloved ones!!!

Come tomorrow the 18th Of May will be Kak Gerl's Bdae!!! Kak Gerl!!! I miss you!!! happy advance bdae to you love!!!

Ok back to me, ive got to start making plans for today n the next 2 days...im damn bored...
Now back to pictures!!! Njoy!!!

when we were happy!!

Pre-movie

Cant leave without(1)

Cant leave without(2)

Naaz, Arni & Natasha

The Girl who turned 18! happy belated bdae adeq!!!

The childhood fren who turned 21! happy belated bdae Fiffy!!

My Jaan!!! Happy 23rd Birthday today Jaan!!!

Happy Advance Bdae to Kak Gerl!!!

Still here!!!

2008-05-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

Yes yes yes....im still here after abandoning this blog for almost 2 mths!!! Well where have i been?? well just around....too tired n of course lazzzzzyyyy to blog about anything in life...
Many ups n downs....been hanging around with my family and of course Mr Boyfriend....missing loads of peepz important in my life...

Oh well less talking and more pics coming up yeah.... now lets hope blogger doesnt gimme problems with uploading....
Enjoy!!! or not......on a brighter note...the long awaited weekends are here!!!

Yes im still with him!!

My love my Didi, Zareen n I
Yes i had my hair cut on Mr Boyfriends request..more like forced to!!!

Cousinly love...i miss u girls la!!!

Bad hair day??
My girrrrlyyy boyfie!!
I go "baby!! big shark!!!"
Me n Jaan....miss her

Eve of my bdae we went ice skating!!!
I miss my hair!!!
Elated!!!
Our nite at Night Safari!!
Signing off!!!

March Babies (not quite) Pictures!!!!

2008-04-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

Dadi's bdae cake!!!

My Scottish babe turns 71!!!

Me feeding the Bdae lady!!!

Presenting the Blood n extended Blood!!

The Bloods,extended blood n my other half!!

Uncle Man: 'i wanna take picha with my babies mate'

Uncle Man goes again: 'shuddup mate, another picha'

One off the cutest thing that nite!!
Elated, Pre-party!!!
My Birthday cake sponsored by Amijaan!!!
Trying to find the right angle to cut the cake!!

I had no choice but to split the"boobs"!!
A must do: Feed Abah!!!

Feed Ami!!! Feed 2nd bro!!!

Feed youngest bro!!!

Feed Mr Boyfriend!!!

Featuring; Natasha,Shahidah,Nashira, Shabana N Me!!!

Zeehan, Me N Amirah!!!

Me n Amalina!!!

Valen n I !!!!

Shahnaz n Me!!!

Dil, Naaz, Arni N A'an!!!

Me n "Momma Elephunt"!!!
Naazie Wazzie N Tazzie Wazzie!!!

Sheer n Sheh!!!

Taz goes: 'lets jump on Didi!!!'

He goes: 'Baby come n take a pic with me'

Proper shot featuring Ama!!!

N we go RETRO!!!

And see whose head is sticking out at the back???

Featuring Nadia!!!

Orang Kuat!!!

Me with the 'Drop D's(Amin not in picture)

Feroz goes: 'Birthday nyer pasal ok!!!'
Party Animals!!!!

I cant do without!!!

March Birthdays!!!!

2008-04-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

Firstly today marks the 1st day of April so Happy April Fool's Day everyone!!!! Well its a good thing nobody tried to fool me today....

Anyway whats new in my life? I have officially turned 21 on the 15th of March 2008....Celebration was brought forward to the following week 22nd of March and i was blessed to have my relatives n close friends with me to celebrate my birthday.......The theme was Retro Rock and Roll.....It was held at Island Resort, East Coast in the function hall....we had a chalet there too....the 3 days 2 nites was very much splendid n awesome!!! Its indeed a day in my life to treasure and remember....Not forgetting on the first nite we celebrated my Dadi's 71st Birthday!!!

I would like to thanked most importantly my folks...for everythg they did for me frm the very start, bringing me up with love and supporting me in everything i do and of course sponsoring some of the many expenses we had....Mr boyfriend for pampering me and being with me...all these years....the nice gifts and of course the love u never fail to give.....My Bro, Sheer, thank u for the very touching slide and hosting the nite....i was keeping a hold of myself....youngest bro, Shabiri, whose growing up but still is as irritating as ever.....My Dadi, for watching me grow up and never failed to keep praising me....my Cha Cha and Caci for helping in everyway they can....my cuzzies, Didi Zareen for being the Co-hosting and entertaining us with ur lovely voice and awesome dance, Baby Taz for ur presence n the superb dance u did with Didi, Mahmud, for helping with the sound system n adding to my big day...noting the fact that u were quite annoying...kidding....The superb Band group Drop D, featuring my Uncle Shah, Sultan, Amin, Didi n my Bro!!Every other relatives who came.....and friends....Thank you all for your presence and presents!!!! And making my life a meaningful one!!! I felt like a STAR!!!!!

Ok, ive thanked enuf.... Now i shall post the many pictures i have aite....i shall try and see if i m able to upload the video of my cuzzies dancing!!!

My very RARE Moment!!!

2008-03-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep....and i thought i was strong....dammit...the schools hols is for a week the his freaking school took him away from me for freaking 3 days.... 3 days out of 7 days is helluva lot k...
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I miss Mr boyfriend so much..... I thought3 days wont make such a big deal in my life but apparently it has a great impact on me....shit...on a lighter note....he is coming back today....in a few hours...

Please GOD let there be no jam on the expressway or anything else that keeps them from reaching SG any slower....

Waiting patiently till u r here right by my side baby dearest....

i miss u......boohoo!!!

There is so many places i want u to bring me...Underwater World...Batam...Sentosa....many many many more!!!

I WANT MORE!!!

2008-03-12T07:45:00.000+08:00

Updates on meet up with my girls!!!! Wow i had a splendid time with them....it has been ages since we last met and yesterday was pretty much the best....

We were suppose to meet at 2pm at Eunos Mrt Platform...but i ended up having to wait for them at City hall.... They arrived only at 3pm...so much for being punctual..sheesh....
So we headed to Marina Square to check out the movie timings but nothing was appropriate. So since we were all starving....Swensens was where we ate our lunch....i has some Sambal fish thingy(i cant remember the name) and Cookie Summit for desert...Jamie had Fish and Chips and Frosted Malt(again i cant remember) for desert....Adeq had Breaded Chicken and i forgotten the name of her ice-cream...hahahaha....over lunch itself we had great fun...laughing and telling jokes....after filling our hungry stomach...we went to get some stuffs...i bought my powder n hand cream....Jamie bought her powder...thanx to my recommendation...Adeq went to collect her payslip...

We headed to Suntec next to search for Jamie's Sangkar....me and my big mouth said the wrong word...i was grumbling...we come to suntec to find kandang...note that kandang is big and its meant for animals like pig...cows....goats....Sangkar is meant for only birds....So knowing that my malay for a horror...i was told to NOT TALK..... cos like many other people...my face and language dont tally....Thanks eh gals!!!! So after getting her Sangkar a.k.a bird cage...a small white one....we headed to Bugis.... I wanted to go survey for birthday decor...so at Bugis Street there was one..Sintat was the name of the shop...We checked the timings for Step Up 2 and manage to get seats...the moment we sat in the cinema...we burst out laughing...we sat 3 rows frm the screen on the right hand side...so basically we had to watch the movie at a 45 degrees angle... but it was a nice movie...worth straining our heads for....After the movie...we decided to walk round bugis street again...Adeq wanted to shop...I ended up getting 2 tops....Jamie got herself a top and Adeq nought herself a pair of shorts and a top....
After splurging our moneys only then we decided to make our home...tool the train to Eunos....and we all took bus 21....

Overall...my day was excellent and well spent....

Thank you gals for teh lunch and movie treat!! love you gals so much!!!
and now some pictures!!! enjoy!!!

Adeq, Jamie n Me!!!

Us Again!!!
Funny faces!!!
Me waiting at Eunos Platform!!
Jamie!!!
Me and Adeq!!
Contented!!
Yum Yum Yum!!!
Besties we'll always be!!!

Pics Galore 2

2008-03-12T07:20:00.000+08:00

These pics were taken on the 2nd of march, celebrating my bro's 20th!!! Enjoy!!!

Pics Galore 1

2008-03-12T06:45:00.000+08:00

Ola im back with the tonnes of pictures in February....Chinese New Year Picnic with family at Pasir Ris Park and Didz Zareen's Bdaeat Sentosa!! All the pics are not in order but hack...tryta figure it out aite...

Excited!!!!!!

2008-03-11T03:45:00.000+08:00

Ola!!! Im back for a very short update....

Mr Boyfriend had left me for 3 days since this morning to bring his hockey boys for a tournament all the way in KL.....boohoo!!!! manage to spent the whole day with him yesterday though...but dammit!!! Must it be like for 3 days of this freaking holidays!!! C'mon...give him a break..i mean give us a break!!!

On another note....Holidays have started and im so gonna make this whole week a very contented and useful one...

In abt 5 days time i turn 21!!!! OMG!!! Im growing old already!!! (feeling the wrinkles and all).... Birthday party will be in a abt 12 days frm now...lots of things to plan....hopefully it will be one to remember...

In abt an hour and a half...im going off to meet my gurls....we so deserve this day together...gosh i miss u gurls....

I shall come back tonite with the pictures and updates!!! Tata!!!!

Just Shoot Me!!!!

2008-02-28T11:05:00.000+08:00

After alot alot alot of thinking i finally decided to update my GOOD AS DEAD blog!!! So whats news right...i am obviously tooo darn lazy to update anything in life...

Well lotsa of things to update and some rather belated belated pictures.... BUT im just making this entry a very brief one!!!

Last month, 26 January 2008, my dearest Cousin tied the knot with her 10 years of relationship boyfriend... I very much succesful and memoriable one i must say... being the bridesmaid was really fun... i mean really fun fun fun....heehee....So that was the only highlight for me in that month.....

February is coming to an end...and i must say that this month is the leap month and the best thing is that everything have been going on fine this entire month... CNY holidays was fun...had a family picnic with my dad's side...spent quality time with my lovely cuzzies....Trip to Jb/Mersing/Kota Tinggi/Jb with Mr Boyfriend's family to celebrate his Mum's birthday earlier this month....My Cuzzie Zareen, celebrated her 23rd Bdae @ Tanjung Beach in Sentosa!!! Super Duper Fun!!!! And most recently another trip to Jb again with Mr Boyfriend's family, this time was to celebrate his Dad's bdae!!! Thats basically the highlights for this month i guess....

Come this Saturday, Marks the 1st of March...which is also my Younger Brother's 20th Bdae....Mr Boyfriend and I have already gotten him a gift...And i know he will love it!!! And of course I am turning 21 Years Old coming 15th March!!!!! Now I'm in the mids of planning for my bdae...which on another note i wont be celebrating it on the day itself but the week after...as for now.... Dadi and my aunt's bdae also falls this month...gosh so many bdaes!!!!! So exciting!!!!

Im right now looking forward to next week...the last week of the term and its the holidays!!! God i need a break!!!!

No pictures in the computer im using now...but will post it soon ya!!!

The tonnes of Pictures I have!!!!!

2008-01-01T07:10:00.000+08:00

Time for pictures y'all... well its in order frm 16th dec to the most recent ya!!! Enjoy!!!

When it was past midnite on 25th Dec...here is what Mr Boyfriend, Mummy and Myself were up to while Abah went to get the van to load the equipments.....

A child in me!!!

A child in Us!!!

I love those balloons!!!
See my happy face!!!
Heehee
Mirror Mirror on the Wall!!!

Im the fairest of us 2!!! heehee
The chair made of rattan
Dil with the huge tree in Treasure Hotel's Lobby
I made her do this!!!
Baby its taking a leak!!!!

My BF who is very much deprived!!
Butt Cheeks!!!!
Mummy!!!
Merry Christmas!!!
Me and the fountain!!!

Baby and the fountain!!

Im Contented with my Holidays!!!

20th Dec 2007 - Hari Raya Haji

Hello there!!!

My folks!!!
Didz and Me!!!

Zil and Me!!!

20th Dec - 21st Dec 2007 Trip to KL with His Family!!

View by the road on the way to Malacca!!!

Amijaan, Awaaz, Arni, Me, Athirah, Bulekha and Aunty Hana!!

Same people in this pic and now with Aqil too!!!

Check out who is Pimping!!!

Me And Athirah!!!
Me and Arni!!!

Boy is he exhausted!!!
Contented after a short nap!! haha

In the screwed up monorail!!!

Whilst waiting for the monarail!!!

16th Dec - 19th Dec Langkawi (Bollywood Night)

I am just too lazy to edit more captions so let the pictures do the talking!!!

The One with a Final Entry for the Year 2007!!!

2008-01-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody!!!! Im Back...After 2mths and 16 days and my blog is obviously as good as dead!!! So how have I been? Ive been pretty much BBBBBUUUUUSSSSYYYYYYYYY!!! Thus neglecting the blogging world...

Wow how fast time flies ntoday is the EVE of another new year!!! Godbye 2007 and Hello 2008!!!! Which also means i need to start thinking of my New Year's Reso!!! hahaha....

Lets do some backtrack to what ive been up to....In November....My school had a year end concert which was somewhat a blast!!!! All our hard work paid off!!! Thank God!!! All my lil kiddos....super adorable... i LOVE kids!!! heehee... The theme was garden so the whole school or classroom i must say was made up beautifully with the kids art work playing an important role!!! Here let me show some pictures!!!

Thats one major thing that went on for that month....then followed by the holiday programme..which went on quite well i guess...but my body was obviously taking on me...i got ill and all.... All i did for the 1st 2 weeks of Dec was to count down to my two week of well deserved holiday!! Unlike Mr Boyfriend who gets a Whole Month ++++++ of holidays.... Lucky thing...

So i started my well deserved holiday with Christmas Party in School to mark the end of the Holiday Programme. The following day i had my P & T... and after that i was super duper free!!!!

16th Dec 2007 - 19th Dec 2007

Abah had an offer to do the very first Bollywood Nite in Langkawi's Sheraton Resort!!!! It was a blast.... I loved every single bit of experience there... starting with the early waking up to catch the plane frm Senai with Mr Boyfriend.... The hectic show which ended late.... the crazy shopping and blissful dineer the following day... The nice host we had and THANK YOU Uncle Nazar and Wife... for everything.... Right up to the time i reached right back at home.... Time with Mr Boyfriend and Family was indeed a very nice and splendid one!!!!

20th Dec 2007

Its a day where my whole family meets up with my lovely realatives. Hari Raya Haji, yet another blissful day. Now that i'm only left with 1 grandparent... My Scottish Babe... My Dadi... My family went over for the lovely food Dadi prepared.. Met my uncles...And Cousins!!! Followed by a late nite movie... National Treasure.. a superb movie with a great group of my love ones... Yet another memoriable day for me...

21st Dec 2007 - 22nd Dec 2007

As early as 5.30am, Mummy dearest, myself and Shabby joined Mr Boyfriend and his family on a short trip to KL.... Time there was spent well... except for a prob i had with Mr Boyfriend...That aside...shopping was great... company was even better... and bonding was blissful....following day drove down to Malacca...for some last minute shopping and lunch but sadly Mummy and I had to take the last bus frm Malacca home and couldnt stay for the next day of fun at the water theme park cos we had to be back for Band... Shabby continued with them though and he had lots of fun....conclusion for this trip.. Simply a very nice, short and sweet trip.

23rd Dec 2007

As usual, day was taken up at a band function in Pasir Ris... Well everything went almost perfect except for lil hiccups here and there...

The rest of the days from then on, have been very much perfect and nice for me. Catching up with frens and cousins...late nite movies....supper...playing scrabble... staying up late and whats best was spending time with Mr Boyfriend every single day. Boy am i contented.

Well today is the Eve of the New Year and i am right now missing my besties a hell of a lot... Millah and Adeq!!! I miss U!!!! sigh.... Arafah who is bissful married since 8th Dec 2007 ,Celestie who is flying round the world... and my Jaan....who is now pretty much busy with work....

Tonight is yet gonna be a very splendid nite for me..i just cant wait!!! Next entry shall be my new years reso and the long awaited pictures to update!!

Have a great time everyone and i know i obviously will!!! YAY!!

Just 1 picture for your viewing now!! More to come.......heehehehehe

Eid Mubarak to All Muslims!!!

2007-10-16T06:40:00.000+08:00

Ola!!!! Gosh ive finally found the time in the world to update my very dead blog.....sheesh!!!

Anyway Ramadan has past and so now we are all in the month of Syawal...a time when all Muslims get together with their loves ones; family, relatives and friends. It a time to seek forgiveness and forget the past...a very blissful and joyous month.

I would like to wish all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin...for those who knows me.... forgive me if ive sinned and Halalkan makan minum me!!! Insyallah, im hoping to meet those whom ive not met in a long time.....

Ok back to my updates....today marks the 3rd day of Syawal... For the past 2 days...ive been busy visiting relatives.....time was well spent with my wonderful family....

Hari Raya Day 1

First House was at my mum's elder sis!! WE didnt manage to go to hers last year and so this year it was our first stop.....and the last at that house.... The food my aunt whipped was superb!!! Didnt snap pictures cos i was so occupied with the food... Then my mum received a call frm Uncle Musa frm the Philippines.... He is hit with the Dengue.... and knowing the condition in that Country and for a fact that he is in some province 8 hrs away frm Manila itself... My uncle is rather in a bad stage....and so we here in Singapore were worried sick.... There was so much chaos and stress!!! we didnt feel like gping anywhere else but straight to Philippines... They couldnt find a bloody blood bank with an A+ blood type.... so my Aunty had to go search for it...But thank god...HE is great.... my Aunt somehow manage to get blood..... that was a relief i tell u....back to first day outing....After my Aunt's, we headed to my Dadi's place where my Uncle and cousins have been waiting so patiently for us...didnt eat at Dadi's though...but my Maid packed some for us to bring home... Well every first 2 days of Hari Raya, My dad and his Elder bro will always go out together...so the whole group of us left...to be exact 9 of us....

I went along in my Uncle's Van...next stop was to some home to visit my grandaunt...which we were just ion time cos her Daughter was there all set to take her out.... we were there for abt 10 minutes and off we went to Toa Payoh..... where my granduncle lived... after toa payoh we headed to Siglap...2 different houses...my grandaunties..... last stop for us was at tampines..my dad's cousins place... after that we called it a nite cos we were so tired...knowing another long day ahead....

Conclusion for Day 1...chaotic but a good one at least....

Hari Raya Day 2

My 2nd bro didnt come with us cos he is busy mocking for his A's....So it was left with the 4 of us...we were ready by 1pm but My Uncle was stuck at home with guest...so we decided to go on ahead to his house first....waited for them to get dressed...snapped pictures and then to my other Uncle's hse cos my dad called him up and asked him if he would wanna join us...waited for them to get dressed and so off we went first to Mrine Parade...Dadi Busa's hse...she is one fine old cute lady...i swear...cute to the max....after dadi Buda's we went to Dover.....Dadi Leha's hse....she apparently had just been discharged frm hospital.... but nevetheless she still whipped up a good meal for us...Our next stop was Toa Payoh.....Dada Salleh's hse....a cute old man..at his placed we cousins were like hooked to a tv drama on suria...its like so interesting...hahah but didnt watch till the end...cos we had to head to Sengkang...3 houses there.... Umi&Peah's hse....stayed there for a short while and next was to the block opposite their...Mamu Jani hse....his wife had also an operation on her leg....then there was this cute lil boy Ryan...i remembered snapping a picture with him when he was a baby...and now he is like 3 years old? super hansem la....and active......last hse in Sengkang was my one and only Mr Boyfriend's hse...his mum fried some Mee Hoon...ate and we left say after 30mins....and off we went to the last hse for the day....Bedok South...Mahmud's place....his mum fried some nice popiah...eventhough its vege inside...still nice...hahaha...

By the time we were done there...Uncle Halim was already hungry and so weoff we went to Simpang Bedok for a quick bite... Mr Boyfriend joined us....

For us cousins, it was another nite past....hugged goodbye..and off we went home...Mr boyfriend then picked me up...wth Uncle Halim and Ain too...we headed for jb cos as usual Mr boyfriend need to filled up his petrol...that done...sent Uncle Halim and Ain home...i got home...and off to dream land....

There my much long awaited entry for today!!!! Next up are pictures..!!!

MY FAMILY!!!!

MY FOLKS!!

THE KIDS!!

THE MEN OF THE HOUSE!!

THE LADIES OF THE HOUSE!!

COUSINS!!!

FUNNY FACES!!!

ME & DIDI ZAREEN!!

ME & TAZ!!!

ME & CACI DEAREST!!

ME & DIDI IN THE VAN!!

ME & TAZZY IN THE VAN!!!

MY FAMILY WITH NANAJI!!

COUSINS REUNITE ONCE A YEAR!!

MY FAMILY OUTING DAY 2!!

THE FOLKS FOR THE DAY!!

THE MRS ANGULLIA!!!

ME & MUMMY DEAREST!!!

BANGLES ANYONE?

US WITH LIL MOTTI!!

NEPHEWS WITH THEIR AUNT!!!

THE LADIES!!!

A MUST HAVE POSE AT DADI LEHA'S!!!

NOW SMILE!!!

OK POSE!!!!

Before i end my entry, today marks the 15th of October....to Dearest Nur Athirah Bin Md Nasir a.k.a Mr Boyfriend's lil sis, i would like to wish you a very happy 18th birthday. May you be blessed with happiness and joy....with your loved ones....you are being missed!!!

The Gal who turns 18!!!

Me & You!!!

Selamat Berpuase to all my love ones and all muslims out there!!!

2007-09-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum to everyone, this entry will be a short and sweet one....

I would like to wish all Muslims, Selamat Berpuase...Its now time for me especially and to all the other hamba-hamba Allah S.A.W to beribadah, berzakat and also to forgive and forget our love ones wrong doing.... Its a happy month and of course a month in which all of us Muslims looks forward to....

Well, today marks the first day of Ramadan and im glad i went through it without any temptations and without feeling lethargic and weak...knowing my job scope that is...

My intentions for this month is to rebuild ties with my love ones...and to some certain people...and to do as much as a can as for Allah....

Well yours truly here will be pretty much occuppied this coming month....

I have'nt got much to say for now...

I shall end my post!!

Once again Selamat Berpuase...Assalammualaikum!!!

The One with an entry for the Pictures!!

2007-09-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

I was half way arranging the pictures frm the backdated pic to the most recent...half way im giving up...let the captions assist you!!! Enjoy!!!

The view from the cable car we were in!!

The Intergrated Resort!!

One of the Happy Moments we SHARED!!

Us at Simpang Bedok!!!

Sara Jaan and myself!!!
The Decomposing dog which greeted us!!!!
The Mathilda Hse!! Look at the dark clouds!!!
Part of the half destroyed Mathilda Hse!!!

When Baby Dil insisted i pose for the camera!!!

While baby Dil was shooting some balls!!!
While Sarar Jaanu was shooting some balls!!!
My Jaan having her shot!!!
Baby Dil having a shot!!!

Another view frm the cable car!!!

Yours Truly!!!
On Our way to JB!!!
My Jaan while playing pool!!!
Baby Dil while playing pool!!!

The One who has been having a splendid holiday!!!

2007-09-09T09:40:00.000+08:00

Hey Im back with more updates and more pictures...

Firstly i would like to give some belated and advance bdae wish for 3 special people in my life!!

On the 6th of September, Happy belated 24th birthday Tengku Jaleha Bte Tengku md Jaafar a.k.a A'ngah...May you be blessed in happiness, health and wealth....missing u loads...

On the 7th of September, Happy Belated 12th Bdae to my very Irritating Brother Shabiri Md Farid Angullia...as for u lil bro...stay fat...hopefully u mature faster...and be a smart and good boy...and all the nest for your PSLE...

Next will be an advance wish to my dear cousin, Happy advance 15th Birthday to Adelina Eliza Esa Ali...may you achieve your wants and may you be protected against the evil...stay pretty as always...

Ok enuf on the bdae wishes...what have i been doing lately..

05-09-07
Well the day was spent with Mr Boyfriend. He picked me up at abt 1 plus in the afternoon..we were still deciding on where to go in the car....initially he wanted to take me to Causeway point..havent been there in ages...then me and my big mouth suggested let head across the causeway instead to JB.. of all days Mr Boyfriend's passport was left at home...so we had to go back to his place to get the passport...i obviously didnt go with him directly to the house but waited in the car...5 Minutes into waiting Mr Boyfriend called and said that His Mum wanted to see me...for those who knows the history before this is somethg realli unexpected...i went eventually and within 10 minutes we off to sending his cousin home..so back to Bedok Reservoir again..So there was a reason for asking me in huh...anyway Mr Boyfriend decided that i shud go grab my psp also since we are heading for JB...at home i called my mum and asked if she would wanna come with us...and she said yes...so in the end we only left my place at 5pm to pick my mum and straight to the causeway checkpoint!!! We went to get my psp some new games and off to smart...did some bakery shopping...ate dinner...went to pasar borong to get some dvds and back home...

06-09-07
Woke up at abt 8 in the morning and i had to get dressed to go to school...my dad gave me a lift after sending my mum to wrk and i prepared wrk in school for abt 2 hrs before heading for the first tuition in Siglap...after which walked frm the hse in Siglap all the way to the hse in Chai Chee and i must say with the hot sun it sure was a hell lot of an exercise...After tuition headed to meet my Jaan, Sara at Bedok interchange. We then headed to Simei. Had our Lunch at LJS and walked all the way to the house where i wanted to get my wacing done...Jaan was entertain by some stupid movie while i did my waxing...headed to TM Starbucks after that and chit-chated till Mr Boyfriend come and pick us up and send us home....Mr Boyfriend had a family Dinner to attend to so whilst waiting...Me and Sara watched The High School Musical 2...so funny lar the story...

A little accident happen to something important to my life...my bed...my fat lil bro had to just jump on my bed...and it broke...so that held us up...instead of leaving earlier, we left later... Left my hse abt close to 10pm and headed to Marina to play pool...then after that we went to some carpark and me and Sara drove round the carpark...it was fun!!! After a few rounds of driving...we were hungry so we headed for Supper at Simpang Bedok...

Then Mr Boyfriend suggested while we were otw home to go ghost hunting...Sara jump at that idea...so instead of gg home we went to Punggol's Mathilda Hse...It was scary la...goosebumps were standing up and all...the first to see somethg was Mr Boyfriend..the moment he turned to us to say that his goosebumps were standing, Me and Sara dashed into the car and when he drove us he told us that he saw it sitting on the veranda rocking itself...i swear his face was hilarious.... then he brought us to some lorong in Jalan kayu...but we didnt feel or see anything except for the fact that the Lorong was pitch dark... We didnt feel anythg there so i told Mr Boyfriend why dont we go back to Punggol and see if Me and Sara can seee it this time... when we reach there my goosebumps were already standing...and i was the first to saw the smae thing at the veranda rocking itself...Mr Boyfriend agreed but Dear Sara couldnt see it..."Ja nn i seriously feel its ur contacts." Mr Boyfriend decided to stop his car which i said was a bad idea..and he went out of the car and stand outside his car..so did Sara...While Mr Boyfriend was explaining the direction to where the thing was...i was in so much fright...i was shouting for them to come in....and refuse...i kept telling them to do so...as there was another thing at the field behind them... when they relented and came in...as soon as Mr Boyfriend drove us i told them that the thing was behind them...And boy were there freaked cos Sara's legs were feeling weak and Mr Boyfriend felt different while standing outside the car...and just as we were turning our way to the road..Mr Boyfriend screamed Batu Nisan(thombstone)...Me and Sara screamed and told him to speed off....hahahaha... Boy was that an experience...

When we reached my place...Mr Boyfriend sent us up and i accompanied him through his way home...Another funny thg happen...after us all being shaken up by the incident...Sara finished bathing and my toilet door gave a shriek while she was brushing her teeth...and she looked at me in a scared look..at first i got scared and ran into my room...and seeing her reaction..brushing her teeth in my room..i realised that was my toilet door...hahaha...so funny i tell u...after everythg..we switch on 1408 dvd...and watched..i feel asleep and Sara didnt want to continue watching alone so we switched it off and called it a nite...

07-09-07
Both me and Sara woke up really late... I woke up abt 12 plus cos of the noise in the living room downstairs..my lil bro had some frens over to celebrate his in-prompt to party... and Sara woke up and slept back till 2 plus almost 3 in the afternoon while i had my psp and lappy accompany me....We got dressed and went down to have our lunch and entertained my lil bro and his fren or a bit...He cut his cake and thats that...Mr Boyfriend came and off we went to give Sara a lift to Tampines...but we made a detour cos i wanted to see the house again in daylight...Boy were we shocked...its looked so old....we didnt see it as old the nite before...took some pictures...n off back to tampines to send her and back to my hse....walked at the Pasar Malam for a while and at abt 8plus went out for dinner at AMK..some seafood...before heading home...

A time well spent and i must say i have had so much fun...

More fun tonight...an adventure yet to see...Mr Boyfriend, Sara, Siraaj(Sara's fren), Imran(Sara's Bro) and I are going ghost hunting!!! Woohoo!!! cant wait!!!

Till my next post!!!

The One who is hoping for a fun time with Mr Boyfriend !!!

2007-09-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

Im back with updates of yesterday evening....

Eventually i went out with Mr Boyfriend at about 6 in the evening. We headed down to Mount Faber for a ride on the Cable Car....It was a good experience... The last time i could remember sitting on it was like say 15 yrs ago? haha..im glad i took it with him this time round...

Time spent with him yesterday was a short one but i have to admit its well spent...After the ride we had dinner and back home cos Mr Boyfriend has been up since morning...

As for today the plan hasnt been confirmed..but i shall go n get ready and see what is up for todays itinery!!!

Pictures in the next post....say tonite maybe!!!!

Have a nice day people!!!!!

The One with a handful of pictures to upload!!

2007-09-05T08:10:00.000+08:00

Since i had time to spare...i shall post pictures...enjoy peeps!!!!

When he turned 25 yrs and a day older!!

And i wasnt as happy but yet didnt wanna spoil the mood!!

The random visits we had to JB!!!

More of us!!! On separate occasions that is!!

A random pic of Mr Boyfriend when we had supper at changi!!

A pic of me at a band function in Hyatt Hotel!!!

After a hot day at band function, a day where Mummy dearest Blot the whole day!!!

And i cam-whored while waiting for the guys to load their equipment!!!

The One who celebrates Teachers day!!!

Mr boyfriends gifts!!!

The other one who celebrated Teachers day!!!

Her gifts!!!

The trip to JB and the dinner at Manhanttan Fish Market JB!!!

Whilse waiting for the food to come!! Damn the bad service!!!

The couples whom celebrated 24 years of Marriage!!!

What's a celebration without a photo of the whole family!!!

The nice scenery i caught on my way home!!!

Thats all folks!!!!!

The one who is not quite enjoying her holidays!!

2007-09-04T13:13:00.000+08:00

Ola im back...yupz..with another entry..holidays have started and its only the 2nd day and guess what!!! I want work ... i want school!!!

Lets start with last weekends.

Saturday started off bad with me getting mad at Mr Boyfriend for sleeping till late.. thus waking up late and teaching tuition late... and also not knowing where to go. Mr boyfriend was insistant on going to JB but for me i get bored going there. I thought of just staying here in Sg and see where we could go and probably meet up with Nora and her baby for a lil while. So Mr Boyfriend "agreed" with the FACE!!! In the end i relented and off we went to JB...got Anniversary gifts for the ParentS and Aunty, had dinner, pit stop over at Pasar Borong and back to Sg. Overall it was ok. In the car Mr Boyfriend decided to be brilliant thus suggesting we wake up early and go to the beach.. Me knowing him just thought we should see how la. Its impossible for him to wake up early.

Sunday came and i woke up at 11an to wake Mr boyfriend up. so he said ok and he was going to bathe. Waited and waited. I got dressed of course but he didnt call me back. So at 1pm i called again and guess what he was still sleeping. I got pisst and i hung up thinking that he would get the hint and wake up. But NO!!! So i waited and when i called at 3pm, HE WAS STILL SLEEPING!!! Obviously i got Mad!!! He claimed that he was having a headache and he was sick. WTH!!! Duh u will feel sick!!! U practically slept the whole afternoon!!! thats wat i told him.. and that lead to us angry with each other and the bf diverting his hp. He didnt undivert his phone. Well My parents and Uncle's family planned to meet up for dinner in celebration of their 24th Wedding Anniversary and Mr Boyfriend was suppossedly on the list!! But i couldnt get through him and i was mad!!! So i told Mum that he wont be joining..and my mum was already upset cos we were supposedly to go in his car cos our car is not so much in good condition...so when i said i dont think he was coming she got angry la... Finally when im already out only then Mr Boyfriend messaged me... i was mad with him so i sit him out...besides he doesnt like Turkish food...(yet another long story) Dinner was fine beside the fact that Mr boyfriend wasnt there and kept giving me a hard time. So after Dinner i told him to join us...cos that was another reason why he was msging me...Family headed down to Espalnade for a stroll and he came with the FACE!! And that ruined Mum's mood and left the others wondering why...Mum thought i forced him to come...I thought he wanted to come considering the fact that the gifts were in his car.. And he says i forced him to come despite him being sick. We headed down to East Coast after that cos the Guys wanted to play pool... the Gals sat and chat...the nite ended say abt 2 plus in the mrng before we headed home. Overall for me it was ok But worse is coming!!!

Yesterday, plan was to meet Mr boyfriend and so i told my mum that i was going to get dressed and going out with mr boyfriend...She got Mad and claimed that ive been going out everyday!!! Why cant i stay home...where was i going and so on...and then she started telling me on how upset she was abt Mr Boyfriends behaviour and started lecturing me...and i couldnt go out...she wanted me to stay home... So i told Mr Boyfriend and he decided to be a pain in the ass.... So thats that... i didnt go out...My mum is not talking to me and Mr Boyfriend is cold towards me. im the only one hurt now....how splendid...so much for holidays.

As for today...the situation is still the same...my mum speaks to me but on a one word one word basis....Mr Boyfriend....i realli dont know...i guess i pray for the best now....how do i please anyone now?

Well enough of blabberring...as for now im going to bath and go out to teach tuition..till my next post...im hoping for the holidays to past faster...

The One with the 1 Week Holidays!!!

2007-09-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

BOO!!!!

ITS ME!!!

IM BACK!!!

Yes yes yes...im guilty as charged!!! Ive finally found the time to update my abandoned blog...after nearly two mths...oh man!!! i was just so lazy la... cant help it la....hahaahaha...

Anyway finally Term 3 is over...a very tiring 10 weeks i must say...more tiring term coming up next since it will be appoaching to the end of the year.... Anyway before i move on....

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all Teachers that i know of or who stumble upon my blog if u do get here.... Well the actual day is the 1St of september but i mite just get the lazy syndrom and not blog again...haha.... We had a mini celebration in the school im teaching today...and yep..though not much prezzies like Mr Boyfriend received, i did get a handful of them...

So where have i been and what have i been up to? pretty much a handful...haha....from my daily workload of teaching in school and tutoring to having band functions....oh my it has been hectic i must say...i have got quite a bit of pics to upload...shall do it when i have the time...

Im missing so many people these days....too many to mention...in abt 12 days it will be the month of Ramadan...that means Muslims will have to fast and then again i will be busy once again....preparing for Hari Raya!!! This year seem to past real fast....not to mention my cuzzie Muntaz and someone close in my heart will be celebrating their birthday on the eve of Hari Raya and 2 days after Hari Raya respectively...

Whats coming up in the next few days? hmmm...this weekend...both my parents and my Uncle and Aunty will be celebrating their 24th year of marriage...so a lil eating out with the relatives... im hoping for a short trip any ideas? anyone interested?

Well i shall stop blabbering now....will post pictures real soon...

Till then...Ast-talabista-babay!!!

He is Finally Here!!!!!

2007-07-23T05:00:00.000+08:00

It has indeed been a long time since my last update...sheesh...ive been simply lazy man!!!!

Many things have been happening....Happy ones, sad ones, disappointing ones...I shall just update those happy one aite..

Well today is Sunday damn the weekends past so fast!!! I guess im going to stay home the entire day today thanks to him. I wonder why i bother sometimes to put up with him....sheesh...well watever it is someday i will just go....far away i hope as far as i can...

Ok enuf of this negative talks..lets concentrate on what ive got to update..

Thurday

I cancelled tuition and went off from work half a day. Yeap its the time of the month and if those who know me i get real sick when IT comes...painful ok...later that evening when i was feeling a lil better, Went to Tampines Mall with Mr Boyfriend. I had to get my passport picture done cos ive got to re-new my passport. Went to get some school stuff and of course when there is a sale i will never wanna leave without stopping over. So Metro it was..Damage made 150bucks...not done by me...all i got was my undergarments but more for Mr Boyfriend. He was a HAPPY MAN that night, well actually i always make him happy but sadly it can never be enuf and i dont get that much happiness in return..ok ok back to y story. Well i got him 2 pair of pants, a shirt, 2 neck ties, socks and i think underwear too...hahaha....so i guess it was worth the money knowing that Man's stuff is pretty much expensive. With shopping done back home for the both of us.

Friday

We had Racial Harmony Celebration in school..And i swear those lil ones are so cute...i did a lil performance for them not willingly at first. But it turned out quite well...haha..School ended and i went with my normal daily schedule. Which is went to teach tuition and back home...

Saturday

This is where my entry is finally linked to my title. Had another Racial Harmony celebration in school this time with the lil babies and their Mummies..they were so cute in their ethnic costumes. Celebration done as usual i had to clear the stuffs. Again Mr boyfriend pisst me off...always doing it...he was a hour late...and that too he spoilt my entire day..thank you...so he dropped me off at KKH. And off course he went off...i was for sure lost in the hospital but i could read sign right..so i managed to get to the ward. Well my very good friend Nora had given birth to a healthy Baby Boy!!! I swear he is the cutest thing..i mean all babies are cute but picture a baby with a mixed of French and Malay...total cuteness rite...His name Md Rayyan Luth!!! Firstly what a coincidence to picking a name similar to Kak Gerl's lil Hero whom is this case is my lil nephew..but then again with a French Papa, Rayyan is a good pick. Both Mama and Baby is healthy and doing well. I spent the whole day there accompanying them till it was time for them to checked out...the time spent there i managed to notice many things that Nora didnt get to spot. Rayyan has dimples...exactly like his Mama's..And he likes to make faces!! seriously!!! When i talk to him, when his mama talks to him!! All those expressions on his face!!! Wow!!Well Rayyan your Mummy Naaz is indeed a happy Lady ok...Im sure ur Mama is over the moon...Time spent with Nora and her lil hero was well spent...we talked and talked and i held the Lil Rayyan. Nora kept daying im so ready to be a Mama myself...Maybe yes in 5 years? maybe longer...Dude im a freaking pre-school teacher thus ive got not much but a lil experience...haha...After ensuring that both them are safely back home..went to meet Mr Boyfriend...and he sent me home...again!!! i was in dreamland by 11plus? indeed a long day for me...a Happy one...

With that i shall post pictures and till my next entry!!!

Introducing my godson Md Rayyan Luth!!!

Proud Mama and Her Lil Baby Boy!!!!

Proud Mummy Naaz and the lil one!!!

I cant resist him OK!!!! Whilst his Mama was in the ladies!!!

Safe in his Mama's hands!!

Nora goes"Naaz my son will wake up! Too much rite!!"

Now everyone say "aaawwwwww!!!"

Finally awake!!! Again Nora goes "Naaz, too much rite!!"

Indeed a happy ending for that day of course!!!

2007-07-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

I dont seem to know why the blogger wouldnt allow me to post a title. Oh well its not that it would make any differents ya.

Updates on last weekend..

Friday

As usual, after work i went for tuition. Mr Boyfriend picked me up and sent me home while he go teach tuition. After which he came back to pick me up and off we were to my Chacha's (Uncle) house to put the things. Oh yes there were to be Kenduri Arwah for my late Dadaji the following day. Mr Boyfriend lend us the table and the water tumbler. He stayed a while and i stayed longer whilse waiting for the Parents to come pick me. Before going home which was by then close to 1am, we laid the carpets and rearranged the furniture and stuffs.

Saturday

Woke up early in the morning as usual. I work half day on Saturdays. P&T class was ok. After which Mr Boyfriend came to pick me up and off to the Kenduri.Ended the day at Textile centre. Yup my family and I normally go there for a game of bowling and pool. The night ended almost 3am. By the way i was down with fever and flu on that day. But with the right medication i was more or less better the next day.

Sunday

Spent the whole afternoon at home. Had function at 7pm which im not too sure of the whereabouts. Near Serangoon. It was a short programme (Band) worth it cause we were more or less well paid for about 2 Hrs of singing? Reached home at about 11pm. Waited for Mr Boyfriend to reach home. Spoke on the phone for a while and off to bed..

Monday

Normal Monday Blues....Supposedly to have tuition but i cancelled it..Back home after work. Nothing much happenned on that day.

Today

Day in school was fine. After school headed for tuition. Mr Boyfriend picked me up and sent me home. Nw he himself is teaching tuition.

On another note. Mr Boyfriend...I miss u....

Pictures!!!!

Featuring Mr Boyfriend

Yours Truly

We complete each other

Me!!

Bye bye for now!!!

The One with Many things to do this Month!!!

2007-07-04T14:15:00.000+08:00

Ola...Im back...yep been missing for quite sometime i know....im doing ok...still alive...

Some updates ya....

26th June 2007

My lil Nephew's 2nd Birthday!!! What did i get him...A pair of NIKE shoes!!! Super dooper cuteness ok the shoes!!! His Birthday Bash was held on that coming Saturday but Sadly i couldnt make it....

The Boy who turned 2!!!

The rest of my week frm 27/06-28/06 it was just normal for me. School, Tuition and back home.

29th June 2007

After my weekly stuff as in after work and teaching tuition, i waited for Mr Boyfriend to come pick me up. And off we went over to Ang Mo Kio. Yup over to my Cuzzy's place to help out. See i felt guilty for not being able to present myself for such an important event. So gave the present. Helped out a tiny biut with the Deco and off back home.

30th June 2007

Mr Boyfriend had abandoned me to go for a DIE2 MUST GO 2day 1 nite trip to Malacca with his school and students. I tell you the minutes were like hours and hours seemed like days to me. I had Karaoke Function at night. And damn was i pisst!!! If My dad had told me that we were blady hell gonna start at freaking 9PM i could have gone for the bdae bash!!! Well the nite was pretty dry la...Then after that went out for a lil while to countdown to Cuzzie Mud's bdae...as in spent the time bullshitting with him la....End of the day.

The one who abandoned me for a solid 2 days

1st July 2007

Mahmud turned 20 years old that day. So he wasnt around at band function till it ended. He came back to help carry the instruments. band was fine. Even though half of me was empty cos my other half was obviously not around. The time past super doopre slow ok!!! I was patiently waiting for Mr Boyfriend to call me. He didnt till it was about 9pm.leep upon reaching home after band. Met Mr Boyfriend and went for Dinner cum Supper. And back home.End of the day.

The one who turned 20!!

2nd July 2007

Which was yesterday...Spent the whole day with Mr Boyfriend. He had tuition in the morning and picked me up at noon. We went to catch Transformers!!! its super dooper fantastic la!!! i recommend all to go catch the movie. Its the movie of the year man!!! Who could imagine a normal cartoon like transformer actually being made into a movie...well at least i couldnt..hee.... After that we headed to AMK Hub for god knows why. We had nowhere else to go la....Then Cuzzie called and we went for Dinner at Jalan Kayu....Baby Rayyan is super cuteness ok!!! Went over to their house for a while and off back home with a very very bad migraine.A day well spent i must say!!!

Today...i could hardly wake up for school...but i did....Had luch with Mr Boyfriend...And after school he picked me up. Accompanied him to get his hair cut and had dinner at Arnold's..It was back home for me and off to tuition for him.

Signing off...yours truly!!!

Well enough updatres for now...im gg to bed...nites!!

p.s. if u r reading tis, Dear sis...im always here for you if u ever need me aite...feel free to call me or msg me...relationships are never easy...call me soon dearie...take care..missing ya!!!

Just A Lil Update!!!

2007-06-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!! Well school today wasnt that back....but im totally drained out....

New kids? not much...just 2 so far....

Well after almost 3 months my exam results are out!!!! And guess WHAT?? I PASSED!!! Yahoo!!!!! i swear i was super nervous when i saw the envelope lying on my bed... i had the feeling i would fail...seriously.... my exam timing and and my late grand-dad death and everything...my life was so messed up...anyway back to my results...Overall all i got was a Merit...An (A-) for my practical exams, A B+ for my coursework and a D+ for my final exam..which was the main paper...So i had a Distinction, a Highly recommended and a Merit....

So i guess now im a Diploma Holder!!! Kuddos to me!!! Yay!!! Although ive got to wait another 3 Mths for the cert!!!

Its late...i going to go sleep....to Cuzzy Kak Zeenat...you are always missed!!! (winks) nites people!!!!

And yes Happy Bdae to my dearest Uncle Shah!!!

A start to yet another new chapter!!!!

2007-06-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

Ola....im back...yeap..with the latest updates....so what have i been doing during my weekends?Lets start with Friday aite...

Friday had school...followed by tuition.....Mr Boyfriend picked me up and send me home and he went for tuition....thats was abt it....slept early...i guess i was super duper drained!!!

Saturday was an entire day spent with Mr Boyfriend....but pictures are not with me just yet...We went to Sentosa...real late and i was real upset...we only managed to dip for like an hour...WTF!!! I shant elaborate...woke up so early for nothing....after Sentosa had Dinner at Arab Street and back home.... Overall....it was ok....it could have been better...

Today, Sunday....spent the whole morning at home...at abt 3pm i accompanied Mummy to a wedding in Tampines...Cuzzie Taz came too with Chacha and Caci...thus the reason i followed...Mr Boyfriend is super duper busy today.... with tuition and practise and blah blah blah...i managed to snap some pics with cuzzie n pics of me alone...heehee....Mr Boyfriend is coming over in a while...yay!!! Miss him....

Tomorrow is the start of a new term...As most of u should know by now...im a Pre-school teacher....and i havent done anythg much for my kids.....ive not started on my IP...shitness....haha...well i hope my kiddos will be ok...i hope life wont be so chaotic tomorrow...i hope time fly past super duper fast!!! A long weekend coming ahead ok!!!! Next Monday is Youth Day which is equivalent to Holiday for me!!! Yayness....

Me otw to the wedding!!!

What i do best!!!

A lil bit of me for u!!!

Apose i learnt from Taz!!

We were real upset with the singing!!! gosh!!!

Till my next entry aite... tata!!!

The One With The No Mood To Blog Habits!!!!!!!

2007-06-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ola!!!!! Kaise Ho? Mein Tikh hoon.....hahahaha...ok that simple means hows everyone doing? Im doing fine!!! Well lets take the intro as a lame start ok...

Ok Naaz serious now...so ive been missing from this blogging world for almost say 2mths....1 month 20days to be exact...Im sorry i cant help it ok...the lazy to update syndrome and the busy schedule of my daily life isnt helping.

So where should i begin now? hahahahaha...so much to update but most of them were quite some time ago man!!! Well i shall update those that are still fresh in my so called blocked memory of mine...

Well the June term break is coming to an end. What have i been up to? i wish i had the whole month of break but NO!!!! First week of term break i was back in school doing preparations and stuff...The school im teaching in apparently has holiday programmes for the whole month of June. Yeap...And so my break was on the Second week and damn!!! The time past so freaking fast!!!

The entire week was spent with who else but Mr Boyfriend and of course Family too... We had Band Functions and me and Mr Boyfriend went out practically everyday from watching movies to just window shopping!!! Yeap..... the next thing i knew....the whole week has ended for me...Then came Thrid week...it was the week i had to conduct....It went fine...quite fun actually....And tomorrow is the last day of our holiday programme which means more preparation...more cleaning up...and a START OF A NEW TERM!!!! Seriously it actually freaks me out as to how fast the time passes by these days!!! Before we know it is the end of June...

On another note...My results will be out soon....and and and!!! Shit!!! I havent completed my workbooks and done my freaking practicum test...im so doomed!!! well its gonna be all right i guess.....

Well i did have a few different agendas in between for these entire month!!! Well to start of i finally met my Bestie Jamie for a while and Adeq on another occassion....at least i got to meet them la....Damn i miss them tonnes!!!!

2 nites ago, We as in my family celebrated my MuMmy's Bdae!!! We had dinner at a Sundanese Restaurant in Changi Airport T2!!! A nice sweet evening it was with what else great company and food...well not so much of the food though..more of the company....im not a food person..heehee....

So i met adeq last Saturday 16/06/07...spent almost a whole day with her...i had a splendid time...

As for plans for tomorrow...back to school....tuition and back home!!!

Ive been missing many people lately....right now i miss:

1) Mr Boyfriend(badly)

2)Adeq and Jamie

3)Kak Gerl and family

4)Kak Zeenat and Partner

5)My cuzzies Taz and Didi

and and and many many many more!!!!!!

I shall post pictures now so for those who missed me!!!! Here a lil treat frm me to you!!! Enjoy!! till my next entry..say next mth?heehee..kidding!!!!!

A DAY OUT WITH ADEQ

FUNCTION!!!!

MUMMY'S BDAE DINNER!!!

RANDOM PICTURES!!!

P/S : Adeq how abt heading to Sentosa beach this Saturday??Anyone else kin to join??

2007-06-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

SHIT SHIT SHIT

Labour Day!!!

2007-05-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

Firstly to all Working People Out There!!! Have a very Happy Labour Day...ok fine...im bullshitting in the wee hours of the morning...yes and im still awake...currently now chatting with one of a very well miss soulmate of mine whom apparently is working...and endulging herself with nestum and hot chocolate...hahahaha...

Ok its labour day thus its yet another holiday for me!!! yay!!! but but but...it is only for a day and im back to facing my lil devils in school...so how m i doing...so far so good...basically my life have been very much a routine...go to work....and straight home..or go to work..teach tuition and back home again...and of course in betweens i get to meet Mr Bf...whom is very very busy as well...The Mid Year Exams are really round the corner...both tuition kids Aidil and Ardilah are under a lot of pressure but then again i m most pressured here ok...if their parents dont see results...im doomed...haha...nerve wrecking ok...

How was my weekends? Basically missing Mr Bf like hell loads at the same time had a slight misunderstanding with him...shit happens...i spent my weekends at home...Mr Bf had to work...and he told me to stay home...and i did...besides where m i to go...i go everywhere with him..and so School yesterday was ok...i wasnt as chaotic and noisy as i thought...it was more or less under control...Morning classes was relaxed..basically cause i could teach in peace....haha..prior to this i hardly have a peace of mind to teach due to short hand of teachers...but yesterday morning was fine...Afternoon class...was under control though i was the only teacher around watching them... After school had tuition in Tampines..had a quick bite with Mr Bf before i went to teach tuition...after that Mr Bf sent me home n sent himself home..

I cant seem to sleep as yet...haha..no idea why...so plans for later today..im hoping that it will be well spent with Mr Bf...it will..wont it? yeah it will....more updates soon ya!!!

On a brighter note...Dear Adeqku whom i love so dearly...another day till you turn sweet 17...i love you sweetie!!!

In times of boredom!!!

Me and Adeqku!!!

Known her since she was 8 Yrs Old!!!!

p.s. To you Sista whom i missed dearly...lets hope our next planned meet up will be successful..missing u load...and Adeq!!! i cant wait till our next meeting sweetheart!!!

Another time of the month!!!!

2007-04-23T07:10:00.000+08:00

Well current mood now....moody....neglected...lacking of love and attention...all these are equivalent tme pms-ing....

Now back to my updates...firstly....to my dearest best friend Tengku Jamillah Bte Tengku Md Jaafar...Happy 20th Birthday Baby!!!! I hope yourr day is very well spent with your love ones...im sure it will...and of course...im missing you...hopefully we will meet soon...knowing our busy schedule makes it very difficult for us to meet... the word is patience i guess...

Ok.... and so last Thursday was my anniversary with Mr Bf...and and and...we only had little time together...he came and had lunch with me...and picked me up after wrk to send me home while he go teach tuition...besides thats our routine practically every single weekday...i miss him..damn it...

So Friday came and he picked me up and send me for tuition and he went for his...and again picked me up to send me home before heading for his other tuition...how routine is that...well in the name of money...anyone would do that....hah....

As for yesterday...i went to school...and supposedly to have tuition and go home... but the tuition kid cancelled and Mr bf was lazy to teach his tuition and so he ancelled his...we then headed over to Serangoon for lunch and met Didi Zareen cos she needed Mr Bf to sign some shit...she is a finanial advisor frm AIA and so Mr Bf is one of her clients...and so after which we went to Mustaffa centre...Mr Bf and i needed to get a lil gift for my elder cuz for her belated bdae...managed to get that...and before heading to Bedok Interchange, we dropped Didi off at Tekka Market..she was gonna have luch with her frens....i wanted to go to bedok interchange cos there is a pasar malam there and im in need of stickers...i needed alot of them...for school...see sometimes we have to bribe kids in return for their attention and concentration while we teach them...and so got the stickers...and proceed back to my home...

Mr Bf and i packed and wrapped our gifts for Kak Zeenat...and left to meet she and abg Fadli at East Coast...we just sat y the sea and talked crap...a time well spent... their frens joined us shortly after...Mr Bf and i left early...to dropped off sumthing at my Dadi's place for my Aunt before sending me home... that was my Saturday...

As for today...Mr bf and i were suppossedly to go meet Kak Zeenat and joined them for some dipping in the sea but...sadly i couldnt...its a gal thing...haha...but i so wanted to just go out with Mr Bf and just spend time with him...badly in need of that...but it resulted to me pms-ing...thus him being self-centred towards me and now im stucked at home having some i so do not want to have argument over me wanting to go out but he wanting to stay home...

So here it is my shitty update...damn the pms...

Thats all for today's entry till my next...

Happy 20th Birthday again bestie!!!

Me, Bestie and Adeqku syg!!!

Me nd Jamillah!!

Me and Bestie again!!!

Aloha amigos!!!

2007-04-20T13:35:00.001+08:00

After being MIA for a rather long time i have finally found the time to update this very much boring and dead bloggie of mine... many to update but i havent got any idea where to start...god!!!

Ok my last entry was on 27/03, which is very much a short and boring one just so as whoever reading my blog knows that this blog is still existing...hahaha...

Eventhough ive updated then...i still havent mentioned anythg that has happenned before that...so this is it....

20th March 2007

The plan was for us to celebrate my Dadi's(grandma) 70th Bdae...at some Indian Restaurant if im not wrong...my dad and his siblings in this case my uncles and aunty had plan a gathering for my dadi.. . i rushed home after getting some books for referrences...(cos my exam was nearing) got dressed..and was really looking forward to meet my cousins and everyone else... when we were abt to go out, my dad received a call from my chacha(uncle) saying that my late Dada was really sick and they have thus cancelled the gathering or rather decided to postponed the gathering as Dada had to be taken to the hospital...i do remember 2 nites or so before that my mum told me that my Dada was very sick vomitting and couldnt eat and everythg...so this situation was very much expected but we just didnt know when...Dada was taken to the hospital via the ambulance because he was really sick....and he couldnt even walk... and so my whole family rushed to the hospital instead... Dada was under observation for quite sometime...meanwhile me and my cousins were accompannying each other so did Mr Bf...we talked and laughed like other grandchildren would do... we were all felt guilty and kind of heart broken that we had to cancelled Dadi's celebration...so Uncle Shah decided to still take Dadi out for late super..and i mean really late....all of us had to go...cos my aunty brought dadi to doll her up and everythg...back to the hospital...being CGH in particular...the observation was taking hours..literally hours ok....so Mr Bf, me, my bro and cuzzies went ahead to pick dadi up for our late super..we settled for simpang bedok...it was raining cats and dogs...nevertheless we were all worried for Dada's condition...by 12plus almost 1am..Dada was admitted...the doctors suspected a blockage in his intestines.... and so once everythg was done at the hospital...the rest of the family members came for super...during so..the siblings were busy discussing abt Dada's condition and everythg...while we kids were having fun singing and all...the nite ended at abt 3am as far as i could remember....

21 March 2007

Dada was in ICU...after studying i went straight to the hospital...the atmosphere in the hospital was very very gloomy...everyone had worried faces...i had to control my tears seeing Dada in that state..it was painful seeing him in pain...there were sign showing that it was going to be the time up for Dada to go back to where he belong..i was aware and so were the other family members...we were all preparing ourselves...many relatives came...some even came all the way from JB....i swear...having seeing those people...my heart was pumping so hard...in fear...i wasnt ready....many a times i wanted to cry but i controlled...

22-25 March 2007

I was busy throughout those days...running up and down frm Novena to Simei...everyday after studying i will go straight to the hospital...Dada was only in ICU for a day...and not to forget i had Mr Bf with me all the way...i really needed him..with the exam nearing and all this unexpected things...seeing Dada in that state every passing day made me more worried..i was already mentally prepared and each time i spoke to my good fren abt him...i kept telling her..."please if he were to pass on me..let it be after the exams....

26th March 2007

Dada was discharged from hospital...cos he could already eat and everythg...so it was good news...i had my first tuition over at Chai Chee..another tuition..he is frm my youngest bro's sch also...a rather smart boy...nothing much to update then..

27th March 2007

I had an interview at Kembangan for a place as a pre-school teacher in a Learning Centre...it went fine...and i wasnt really expecting them to call back...but i really wanted to work...after interview met Mr Bf and had dinner before heading home...when i got home nobody was around...my parents and lil bro was over at my Chacha's visiting my Dada...when my mum got home she told me that Dada is very sick...he started vomitting and not eating again..after hearing that i got worried again..and i prayed that he will be safe...i could hardly sleep that nite...although im not close to Dada...he is still my own blood...so naturally u will feel something..

28-29 March 2007

Went to study again with my close buddy at Novena again...but somehow that day i didnt feel like studying despite knowing that my exams was 2 days away... so we headed back to her place...and Mr Bf was picking me up frm there cos i was suppose to have tuition after that also.....while sitting down and talking with my buddy..btw her name is Melisca but i called her icha-cha...i received a call frm my dad...my heart was pumping real fast...i can still remember his words to me..

Aba: "shehnaaz, where are you?

Me: "im studying with my friend in Novena lah! y?" (irritated but felt guilty afterwards)

Aba: "what time you finish?"

Me: "finish already waiting for Aidil to pick me up and go for tuition. y?"

Aba: "ok can u cancel your tuition and go straight to chacha's hse..Dada is very sick."

Me: "huh? really....ok."(holding my tears)

after that conversation i started crying...and i calle dmy elder cuz to asked her if she knew of Dada's condition...i told her my dad say he was sick and all la...she told me she gg for tuition first..i was like Dada is really sick la..cancel ur tuition...so i told her go confirm his condition again with whoever..and i called my dad again.

Me: "Aba what ou mean by Dada very sick?"

Aba: "Shehnaaz, Dada tengah nazak ok." (dada is critical)

I immediately called Mr Bf and cried to him pleading for him to come fast...cos it was like dejavu...i didnt make it on time for my late grandmother 3 years back...so went Mr Bf arrived he comforted me throughout the journey...the moment i reached my chacha's place i ran straight to the room...i held back my tears....he was going anytime at that time...i was crying simply cos im having my exams just 2 days away for the first matter..and the second was that Dada was in so much pain..he was unconscious...i shant mention his condition and eveything here..haha

Many people came and prayed for him....comforting us family members...helping us prepare...i just did my part praying for him to go fast...i couldnt bare to see his state... i was told that he was in that state since 8plus in the morning...imagine how much pain he was in....by 1 plus in the morning...the last people who came to visit left...My dad and uncles together with the maid Su cleaned Dada up....my mum and aunt did some reading up to actually see what is wrong...that its so difficult for Dada to go..they realised that the position of the bed wasnt rite...(menghadap kiblat) so my dad and the guys repositioned the bed....while the ladies waited outside....time checked 1.45am...Chacha called for all of us ladies outside...he was like telling my aunty "baji opened his eyes!" we all rushed into the room...my dad was praying with Dada..it was the final moments...most of us were all in tears...my dad was strong...we prayed and prayed...(gosh as im writing now i actually feel like crying.shit!!) time checked 2.03am...Dada took his last breathe....we were all in a daze...and each and everyone of us made the necessary calls....

Another thing was that my younger cuz Taz wasnt able to be there...she was in Chennai,India for some nursing stuff and it was for 2 weeks...i guess it was written to be that way...

Back to the story....we all stayed up the whole nite and by early afternoon..my late Dada's body was safely burried...'Alhamdulillah'....

I was stressed and this time crying cos i wasnt ready for my exams the following day...

but anyhooss......the day of the exam came and i still sat for it...despite forgetting almost everythg...dammit...im hoping for just a pass btw...

And so that pretty much the very long happenings in my life till the end of March....

It has now already been 22 days since Arwah Dada left us...Muntaz came back on the 8th day...

Enough of the sad story of my life....on a brighter note...im officially now working as a pre-sch teacher over at Kembangan..yup it had been 8 days...yes yes yes...i was employed..i made it through the interview...yay...

Last Monday the 16th if April was my dad's 49th bdae...we had dinner just the family at Sakuntala Restaurant...a simple dinner...he wasnt in the mood after the lost....overall dinner was fine....

Yestersay was my cousin's 25th Bdae!!! So Happy belated birthday Kak Zeenat!! I love you and yes..i owe u a present!!! see you real soon...hehe

As for now...work have been real challenging and tiring....im working 5 1/2 days... so another day of work tomorrow and also tuition...sheesh...tired tired tired...me and Mr Bf hardly meet nowadays like the saying goes "absence makes the heart grow fonder"....i know it sounds so cliche...hahaha

Today is the 19th....Happy 4 years 8 months Baby....i love you and always will....god i miss u....cant wait till the weekends...

ok...im tired...and u peeps will get bored..i'll try to post some pics to make this more of a colorful entry...till then...toodles...

p.s i will try to update more regularly..heehee....(my prayer are with you dadaji) and yes my late dada was also the one who gave me my name Shehnaaz...i thank you dadaji....

Exam fever!!!!

2007-03-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

Im back...i have been really busy seriously...plentiful to update...and i dunnoe where to even start...

My exam is in 3 days...OMG!!!! Ive completed the essay...now ive got to memorize and also revised my notes.....im so feeling the feverish feeling that everyone goes through when they are about to sit for anythg major in their lives....

Darn it...i hate this feeling...anyway load and load of things have been happenning lately...but i havent got the time to update yet...will do soon aite...for now...i shall post some pictures aite!!!

To Adeq Lela...get well soon baby gerl....im missing u....see you soon aite...

Shehnaaz

Dilnaaz

Cuzzies we'll be for life!!! loving you acidic creatures!!!

Eventhough we dont meet often, adeq i will always miss n love u...get well soon!!!

Im missing u my bestie!!!

Happy Anniversary!!!!

2007-03-19T19:00:00.000+08:00

Ok just another short post specially to Mr boyfriend....i just want to post this separately frm the first cos its special....

To my Baby...Happy 4 Yrs 7mths anniversary Baby....no matter how hard you make my life is...i just cant stop loving you....please now dear...treasure me while it last....i hope it does...you are the one who tell me im beautiful and smell like a baby even when i just woke up from sleep...perspiring a hell lot...you are the one who makes me feel good irregardless of my flaws....you are the one why im living my life for...sirf tum!!!!

Im loving you as seconds to minutes to hours to days to months past....In other word im loving you with all my heart and will alwaes do as i m breathing now...haha....I know you love me too...

All your princess need frm her baby is more and more and more...love...n ATTENTION!!! i cant stop having it from you....

Missing you....i love you my Baby...now and for as long as i can....happy anniversary....Main tumse bohot pyaar karte hoon!!!!

2007-03-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

im back with my latest updates....as promised.....

Ok so it was a celebration for me again....yes again.....it was suppose to be held on Saturday nite but it was postponed....and so Gayathri's it was....the food was quite good....well who came? My mum's side...as usual the normal people...Uncle Esa's family....Uncle Musa...its sad this time Aunty Joanne is away and not with us...but she spoke to me..good enuf...heh...so the rest was my chacha Aziz and family...Guest appearance after missing in action for so damn long...Uncle Man!!!! yay!!! Dadi will always be there....Mahmud and Muni.....Uncle Shah managed to find time to join us...Mr Boyfriend of course...haha....so in total there were likealtogether 18 of us...yes didnt expect so many to turn up...thks to Dearest Mummy who actually bother to have this small gathering for me...we had our dinner then followed by cake cutting...ok i swear we were super noisy...Uncle Man came with a birthday cake..so we had 2 bdae cakes.....Dadi is the usual lady who never forgets giving us a birthday cake and of course Paisa...haha...back to Uncle Man and the birthday cake and cake cutting...the first was them singing for me a birthday song...ok..embarrassing but also nice...i was like the centre of attraction...and so uncle Man gave me the other cake...in the box there was also a plastic with money inside...so the catch was i had to take that plastic out using my mouth...which means...the cake was meant for me to be saboed!!! Now thats super not right ok...hello...we are so in a public restaurant....so i had to but escaped the face squashed into cake part...haha.....i was that careful...then my second bro was force to do the same...his birthday past...but we still insisted...everyone was dying to squash his face...they sort of pitied me..make up and all...haha...and yes...the cake ...ruined...his face smeared with all those cream and stuff....BUT!!!! i so didnt escape...Uncle Man literally took some cake and smeared it ard my face...and my Hair.....darn!!! so i had to go clean up....sheesh....

Ok after a little kecohness that went on...we snap some group photo with who else but the Birthday Gal!! Me!!!! and then we headed to Sitara...an Indian Pub....My family are so into this kind of thing...Hindi is our blood...we live by our names...hahaha...ok but Mahmud and Munirah didnt join us...they had to leave...cos Muni ahs a curfew...what happen to Mahmud after that..i wonder..he said he would join us later but he didnt turn up...Ok so we sat and listen to the live band playing and those "COOL" dancers entertained us...it was hilarious....those dancers i mean..the band wise...is do not wish to elaborate....sheesh.....bad....very bad....we never leave without leaving our trademark....so we practically hacked those dancers and danced our way through...haha...fun...ok Mr Boyfriend was sporting but "Baby...relax la....hyper man...too much beliting...hehe..." and so since its a wrking day the following day we ended the nite early...we left at abt 12.30am....Parents and Uncles and people has work and kids have school rite....the sch hols are over....so Mr Boyfriend is back to his normal teahing schedule....

Ok and im not asleep....yup its almost 3am...no school wat....haha....but...i open my mailbox and the SEEN Paper for my exam is finally here!!! its not a good thing....shit!!! im so freaking out...ischa-cha...study?yes?please.....darn i have abt let me see abt 10 days to prepare and memories with quotes....shit...2500 words....im so doomed.....shit!!!!by the way my exam is on the 30th of march....

To Adeq and Millah...im so sorry to break your hearts...i feel blady guilty...and i know how u feel toward my relationship w Mr Boyfriend...i miss you gals tonnes...im really sori...i tried asking adeq and you to dinner with me and my family but was declined...exams i guess....im realli sori ok...missing u more and more....i love u both very much!!!!-sobs-

And also to another person whom i will always care about irregardless of what happens....relationships is a tough thing to go through...stay strong honey....sometimes guys can be real cold and heartless...i so know how you feel...im here...anytime babe...missing you tonnes....call me ok....be strong....ive gone through worst...i swear...call me soon..you know who u r....whatever happens u r close to my heart......

Ok...shall post some pictures aite...so till my next entry...toodles

Me N Mr Boyfriend on my birthday!!

Us Again..waiting for our dinner!!

The Birthday Gal!!!

Mr Boyfriend!!!

The cake Dadi Bought for Me....

Before dinner!!!

Cake Cutting?

Hahahaha...he had to do it!!!

Well our trademark pose at every of our bdae!!!

After painstakingly washing myself as much as i can!!!

The guys in my life!! Well almost all though!!

The ladies!!!

The hot chicks present...

Uncle Man insisted he had a pic with his babies!!!

Gals precious to me!!!

Cam whore is a must!!!

Taz all time fav.pose...

Booh!!!!!

2007-03-17T05:30:00.000+08:00

Hello......well i havent been blogging for 5 days huh...okie...shall update a lilttle....
W3ll 15/03/07 have past and so now im a year older......sheesh......next thing i know i'm already 21...god time past so fast!!!!

Anyway....some updates on my bdae....Wednesday nite....just before midnite Kak Zeenat n her fiancee, Fadli picked me up....they said they had a surprise for me and i was excited....hahaha...so after picking me up, they turn back to Fadli's place...apparently he had forgotten sumthg...which is my surprise....he went up to get it and me n my Kak Zeenat at the bench under his block. While waiting...somehow it felt that somethg is not in place and that its very very fishy.....its like they are hiding sumthg that i dont know off....n that it wasnt somethg but someone....after 5 minutes..i heard footsteps....so i turn around to see my surprise cos Kak Zeenat was smiling....B0Y i was right!!!! there wasnt any surprised....i was in a state of shocked...(note surprise is sumthg nice n suppose to be sweet..when i say shocked means its shocking....sumthg that is not wat i expect)..... Indeed it was a person...He was Mr Boyfriend... things have been very much going downhill n he was the last person i thought i would meet....lets not get into that.....anyway...we sat for a lil while longer..n i was cursing n swearing at my 2 couzies for lying...K0n0n surprise tu sweet la...i mean it is but not when u know...anyway....they counted day the seconds to midnite...at 12am sharp they wished me Happy Birthday...it felt nice....hahaha....I was holding my tears la....knowing how much these 3 Old Monkeys mean to me!!!!

And so we proceeded to simpang bedok cos the bdae gal wanted some Roti John Cheese....yay!!! While waiting for the food....Kak Zee gave me my present..it was freaking long...and so i opened it...hahaha...it was a huge Pink Pen.....hahaha...blady long lah....i told Mr boyfriend mess with me and THIS goes up ur ass....ok and so..they wanted to see my reaction...i wasnt disappointed ok...they being with me is what matters most....thats a gift...and so Kak Zee pestered Mr Boyfriend to give me the present he got me...He gave me a potrait of Us...which is nice in a cute and funny way...i mean the drawing la...i shall post it up soon k.... and he gave me M.A.C makeup...yay!!!! But he was cute...i was like saying...u got me all these but the most important that is foundation and powder is not here....He actually was confident that Powder Blusher is a powder...get wat i mean??No? Neva mind...hahaha....And so after seeing what he got me...Kak Zee gave me another gift...she says the first is just to see how i would react la....i was phunked la supposedly....Well she gave me a pair of cool Sunglasses...suits me perfectly Okay!!! Noice!!!! hahaha...and she got herself a slightly different one....how cute....The food arrived and we ate and we ate and we ate......but didnt finish it in the end...ahahahaha..so we packed...and guess what...i left my packed food which is the chessy fries...superb k...at the food place....daMmit...ok sudden crave for those fries...haha...after supper....we split and go home....Mr Boyfriend sent me home and sent himself home....

So that was the beginning of my birthday...Yesterday which my bdae....i spent my day with Mr boyfriend...he picked me up at 2...we dropped my lil bro at Pasir Ris for tuition and off we went to JB....we managed to catched a 4.45pm show...Haunted Spirit...Very scary...4.5 out of 5 popcorns!!!! and then we had dinner at Secret Recipe...yum yum....walked around...grabbed a few stuffs and headed home...a time well spent....

As for today i havent got plans yet...shall update more with pics soon aite....till my next entry....

p/s to Millah n adeQ...sorry to turn u guys down...sorry k...i know hw much u all care for me...i need ur support...i love u both tons.....muakz...

2007-03-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

Ok im so bored so ive decided to blog...so whats been happening in my lyf? Nothing....

Went over to Ischa's place last Thursday to start doing some studying...and yes...my exams r cmg real soon man....im so not liking this feeling...im so not in the mood....so did a lil bit but ended up watching tv after abt 2 hrs or so...i think im allegic to Libby a.k.a Ischa's dog...i kept sneezing n caused me to have a bad flu...and so i had lemsip the liquid type...i drank a whole glass k cos Ischa told me i had to and i really need to get well...but i was conned ok wait..hw do i spell it..anyways...i got better soon enough after a night's sleep....thank god...and so Mr Boyfren picked me up ard 7 in the evening..we headed to Boon Keng to have soup Kambing...i loike...that was dinner for me...and so we headed straight home to my place n Mr Boyfren sent himself home...

And so yesterday, after so long finally Mr boyfren and i sent my laptop for repair...the frustrating part was my mum confidently gave me the wrong add la...so me n Mr Boyfren headed confidently also to New Tech park..somewhere in Serangoon thinking that the Care Centre was there....but NO!!!! The place we were at is where they stock those laptops and distributes them..the head office...the care centre was at IBM building at Changi near Singapore Expo...Hw irritating la... So we had to U-turn back to IBM Centre...this time we got it rite...thankfully...good news for me is...it only take like 1 - 3 wrking days before i get my lappy back...which mean latest Wednesday...Yay!!! Ok so after that...we headed down to East Coast Macdonalds...had dinner there...We left East Coast and headed to Mr Boyfren's school...for some gathering...we watched Aliyah and the Bee....the story was nice la...haha...after that headed back to my place...Mr Boyfren sat for a while and sent himself home...not such a bad day indeed....

As for today..plan ruined for me...initially i had plans with Mr Boyfren to go JB...but i guess it has to delay...thanks to my Dad for ruining everythg for his own convenience...damn it!!! i so pissst...... There is band practise at 3pm and im going make sure by 6 its done...so i can continue with the initial plan..hopefully if my day dont suck for me...

I have band tomorrow...at Bedok...Aisha and Khairuddin's wedding...they are friends of Mahmud my cousin...i hope it will all be ok...

5 days to my Birthday and i so dont look forward to it!! Howellsss.....

Thats my update for now..till my next entry!!

2007-03-04T07:00:00.000+08:00

I just feel like screaming.....

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Ok sorry...feeling very very..irritated...agitated..frustrated...upset..angry...all those negative feelings that i can just kill sumone...ok..not kill....hurt sum1.....

Im so gg out with my family to the beach...i need the fresh air lah....

Ok a sudden urgh to blog thats all...

update soon...

AAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-03T19:00:00.000+08:00

Ok so im back...as promised...with pictures and anupdate on my Bro's mini birthday celebration....

It was a very small affair...Just my family members and i... I wont blog much but shall post some pictures taken....We had dinner at Sarpinos Pizza....Uncle Esa's workplace....coolness....not much people...just us....hahaha...

Before that...i stayed home the entire day ok...been doing that the entire day...Mr Boyfriend came over earlier in the day...and slept for abt an hour...haha....So we reached Sarpinos at about 8pm or so...we left by 10.30pm...we then headed to beach road...or was it Md Sultan...ok to be exact..Textile centre....wanted to play bowling but it was crowded...ended up playing pool...and headed home...haha...a nice evening spent with the best company...my family...I cant sleep and so i decided to post this short entry....haha...n yes i owe my bro his bdae gift...wait k...i promise it will come real soon...

FiNalLy i CaN bL0g!!!!

2007-02-16T17:35:00.000+08:00

A big big hello to you people!!!! hahahaha..as you can see in the heading finally i can blog...its not that im lazy but the moth*rf******blogger just didnt allow me to log into my account..what in the world is redirecting...haha..i was cursing n swearing mind u..but i solve it on my own..thumbs up to myself..a not so literate in pc gal..haha...
Ok how have everyone been??? Ive been good...i think..but only since yesterday...shant elaborate on the bad parts...anyway...yesterday was valentines day...or rather 2 days ago since now is already 12.30am in the morning on the 16th of the month... how did everyone spent their valentines?mine was good i must say..nothing fancy but a time well spent..

Mr Boyfriend picked me up rather early around erm like 2 i tink..me as per normal wasnt ready..he had to beg me to get ready...and force me to make it fast...anyway....he came w a 3 red roses bundled up with soft pink and purple paper...he kissed me and wished me Happy valentines Baby...but..since when did we ever celebrate valentines day B??hahas...on good days w u B..it was valentines all the time...haha....anyway back to the day i had..anyway we caught the Epic Movie at Cathay...3 out of 5 cheesy hotdogs...haha...i love cheesy hotdogs..haha...the movie was ok...some parts are good..Mr Boyfriend enjoyed it the most i think..he was laughing out and getting excited that he could predict the characters in the movie....After movie..we strolled..haha walked rather..to Plaza Sing...we walked around and found this $2 shop la..Japan product..everythg thing was for $2...Mr Boyfriend got some of his school stuffs and so we left P.S for dinner...Since all restaurants like Swenson...Secret recipe...are all full..we headed for Mad Jack at Jalan Kayu...there too was freaking full of people...i ordered fish and chips and Mr Boyfriend got himself some lamb chop w blackpepper sauce..i think...becoz it was super crowded with people...our food arrived like after almost like an hour...i know super slow rite..i was loosing my patience but the boyfriend was patient...which is very strange...haha...the food was nevertheless good...shall go back there some day...And so off we went home...Mr Boyfriend sent me home and sent himself home...Thank you Baby..for a wonderful day indeed...I do and always love you...p.s but dont be a pain too often ok...its drives me to my grave..

Me!!!

Mr Boyfriend!!!

Us..Dilnaaz

When i got home, my whole family was in the living room...Abah was like asking..what did Aidil buy u...what did Aidil buy u?? i was like..erm...flowers...haha...duh.....he buys me gifts and stuff on any other day..hhahha...so apparently both abah and ami dearest (my parents) went for dinner over at Orchard Hotel...aww how nice...but im not into poshness just yet..maybe in a year or two? No? whatever...and abah got ami..a gold chain and a gold pendant...i must say it was realli nice...abah has got good taste..no? of course yes... so that the end of 14.02.07 for me...

Next...today i woke up and had to go down town..to make payment for my exam..it like f****** expensive la...dun wori mummy...i promise i take good care of u and do u proud..haha...and do i headed first to the claymore centre to get my file..and then to HQ to make the payments...before heading back home...i pit stopped at far east to get my eye brows shaped...and after that head home..call Ana...and met her at the bus stop in between my hse and hers...so we just talk and talk and talk in my room...till it was time for her to go home..i accompanied her to get her stuff and go home...Thanks honey..its a time well spent...

And so now marks the 16th in the month of Feb....Happy Birthday to 2 very important people in my life...whom ive known throughout my years living...Happy 22nd Bdae Didi Zareen..i love you my fattiest acidics creature of my life and Happy Birthday Uncle Esa...may u be bless with happiness and good life..my prayers are with you..i love the both of u so much.....

Didi Zareen

Uncle Esa and at the back his wife Anti Beth

anyways..my eyes are hitting on me..im getting tired....and sleepy...good nite/good morning peeps...muakz...till my next entry!!!

The Weekend is Here!!!!

2007-02-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

Ok....the whole day ive been at home...doing wat?? wat else but my last assignment!!! Im such a last minute person..so my file is more or less complete...but im like so stuck at my essay...wat the hell m i suppose to write??!!! Anyway..my target is to finished it by today...yes..today...i want my weekends!!!! I need to finish this...i can do it..yes i can...ok this is sounding too braggy...dammit!!!

Anyway, i met my cuzzies and Caci yesterday after what seems like ages...haha...we were at Tampines mall...haha as usual...i was rather late..heh...and so we talked and talked and laugh and laugh...i got my cuzzy an advance bdae gift for her..and so after that..chacha picked us up..had dinner near my place...and drop me home...though it was a short time spent togeda...it was well spent...when i got home...watched American Idol..w mum...and then back to doing my assignments...i know..no life...

I havent met Mr Boyfriend in like almost 2 days...miss him..but hack...on another context...Congrats to Haseenah n Zeehan for the O level results...Well as far as i know..Ana will be gg to Tampines JC i think and Zeehan has made up her mind to take Nursing...All the best gals!!!

i shall stop here and go shower...hahaha..till my next entry...
toodles.....

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After A Long Time !!

An Entry of Happiness!!

Iftar With Kak Gerl!!

Happy Ramadhan!!!

Happy Teacher's Day!!!

The One with The Packed Weekends past!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

The One with a Great Start to Weekends!!!

The One with the Many Misses!! Random!! Totally!!

Picture Entry!!

Holidays Holidays!!!

The 1 With the Urge to Blog!!

Still here!!!

March Babies (not quite) Pictures!!!!

March Birthdays!!!!

My very RARE Moment!!!

I WANT MORE!!!

Pics Galore 2

Pics Galore 1

Excited!!!!!!

Just Shoot Me!!!!

The tonnes of Pictures I have!!!!!

The One with a Final Entry for the Year 2007!!!

Eid Mubarak to All Muslims!!!

Selamat Berpuase to all my love ones and all muslims out there!!!

The One with an entry for the Pictures!!

The One who has been having a splendid holiday!!!

The One who is hoping for a fun time with Mr Boyfriend !!!

The One with a handful of pictures to upload!!

The one who is not quite enjoying her holidays!!

The One with the 1 Week Holidays!!!

He is Finally Here!!!!!

The One with Many things to do this Month!!!

Just A Lil Update!!!

A start to yet another new chapter!!!!

The One With The No Mood To Blog Habits!!!!!!!

Labour Day!!!

Another time of the month!!!!

Aloha amigos!!!

Exam fever!!!!

Happy Anniversary!!!!

Booh!!!!!

FiNalLy i CaN bL0g!!!!

The Weekend is Here!!!!

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